Dear Liam,

Things are moving in the right direction.

Today I had a job interview the agency I registered with sounded really enthusiastic about my resume and finding me employment things are definitely picking up steam on that end. I'd really like to find a job as a flight attendant, I've applied to a lot of positions, i just hope somebody gives me a chance.
It's been nice being home, another day and I'm quite pleased and surprised still. I expected the worse, but it's not nearly as bad as I expected, it's nice to have my grandmother here too. I feel like i'm finally getting the chance to spend quality time with her, something I haven't done since I was little.

I've been looking line for the three things I want an apartment, a puppy and a bicycle. Of course I need to get a job first, I hope something will really pick up in the next week or two, I have a lot of faith, so far so good. I'm still resisting urges to speak with him, I can see he is online, but I am keeping myself hidden. I don't want to push him away, but I I still feel like I need a bit more time to myself. I'm not ready to dive into an emotional conversation with him, I've felt so much better since being away from it all. It's also hard to talk to somebody who is no longer wanting to put effort into you. My best hope is that he can see where he's gone wrong, and realize that he misses me....but of course that's just a hope. Things could be completely opposite.