Dear Liam,

Did I tell you about the flight attendant job I had a phone interview for? Well I'm still waiting to hear back from them, I'm quit anxious. They said they would call me back for another interview, but not much word since last Thursday. I really need this job, I need to get away from everything at the moment, everything that's been going on with him has been so overwhelming, I'm desperate for new experiences.

Job wise I definitely have some options out there, now I just have to see which one pans out first!
I had an interview last Friday, I think I could have done better but it wasn't bad either I'm suppose to hear something by the end of the week.
Last Saturday I got into a fight with my mother over my things that she had been storing because she 'disorganized' everything I had already organized and sorted. I was tired of 'things' always being the brunt of my problems, I really wish I didn't own much, stuff always seems to be standing in the way. Although if I look at the amount of stuff I've gotten rid of the last year, it's truly an amazing amount, so I have to pat myself on the back a little. Anyway back to my mom, I thought we would stay angry at each other, but things seem to relax pretty quickly so I was relieved about that.

On Saturday night I got an email from him, saying that he was thinking about me. I was quite surprised by the email, but I tried not to make too much out of it, I know that I need to move on and act like I won't seem him again, the way things are now I don't have a choice especially for my well being. We've been replying back and forth since then, nothing too serious, I don't know what to make out of it.

Today I went to Yoga, it was nice to get back in touch with my body, it's like going to a therapy session. I hope to go again, but I have to be careful of my finances.
I haven't been on the ball as I could be of the things I need to handle hear in Ottawa, I hope I make some more progress tomorrow.

Goodnight Liam, wherever you are.