Dear Liam,
I'm officially putting away any Alex hope. I was thinking of writing him when I got to Australia and he was close, but forget it. I finally looked at his facebook today for the fist time in over two months...I didn't want to see that he was in a relationship pictures or anything. Then I was relieved not really to find anything, I thought maybe he was single again. Then this morning I looked at his profile and I saw that he had written on somebody else's wall and I won't e-write what was written but it was clear he was seeing someone else although she looked to be mainly overseas o something. Of course she was Asian, cause he's obsessed with Asian chicks.
My heart definitely sunk...maybe that was the kick I needed to let it all go.

I've slowly been moving on, but I guess this is pudding my foot to the gas. I think I'm going to be ready to re-commit to Chris sometime soon. With him I can have it all, the house, car, ring...and I also don't have to worry about some random loser breaking my heart.