Dear Liam,

Heart break can be a strange emotion especially when you feel it coming.So after two months of having Alex partially ignore me, he finally came out with it and told me he was seeing someone else. I kind of expected that twist but I had tried hard not to think of it, now his change and behaviour all makes sense. I had to delete the message he sent me right away I couldn't bare to look at it. I guess I won't be seeing him again, ever. I jumped in the shower, cried over all the time I invested in this, but I'm glad it's done before I turn 25 in a couple of weeks that' a fresh start. Also cried over everything I put Chris though when all he wants to do is be with me, I felt horrible that I had everything in front of me but I wasn't willing to take it. I feel a mix of emotions, but I'm trying not to give into them, I'm a bit calmer now but today is going to be a hard day. At least now I can move on...can't believe he kept me in limbo all this time...like I'm some sort of option feeding his ego, it's sick. I haven't cried this much over a guy in years, I told all my good friends about him!